From A Whisper To A Scream

I haven’t been blogging. And I’m happy about it. Truly happy about it. Two years ago when I started clicking and tapping at these keys I wasn’t sure what the point of it was or where it was going to lead. Was there going to be a big red stop sign at the end of the journey saying “You Are Done” and I knew it was going to be okay to lay my hands down? I wasn’t sure if there was even a point that I knew the exact reason why I wanted to keep going. I ran out of gas plenty of times, wandered up and down different roads, spun in circles and sped ahead on open highways — all the while not having a goal or purpose. Just doing it because it felt good. Like going from a whisper to a scream.

wandering_soul_by_roadioartsImage Wandering Soul by roadioarts

But here we are two years later and I am OK when I don’t blog. I’m happy when I don’t blog. I’m running out of things I want to share and things I want to say. I never had a plan but then I made a plan. And now the plans need to change. I need new plans that require greatness and equates to extraordinary. I am extraordinary when I do when I’m inspired. I’m feeling less and less inspired.

My blog is my whisper. It’s simply just a whisper among many other whispers. And I’m ready for the scream. I’ve followed passions and walked the road of discovery. I’m ready for the change, the screams and the big red stop sign. I’m just ready.

A wise person once said “Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.”

It’s time I reach higher, look deeper and dream more.

It’s time for the scream.

It’s just time.

Comments

  1. But, keep whispering….don’t stop blogging….just blog when the spirit moves you…that is okay!
    .-= The Retired One´s last blog ..Canyon Falls in the Winter: Part 4: Last in the Series (I promise!) =-.

  2. Girl…keep on keepin’ on. You have to do what makes you happy!

  3. whispers are fine…

    they are like angel kisses some times…

    no rule book that says you have to BLOG THIS VERY SECOND OR DIE!!!, ya know? it’s not like breathing or eating…

    it can be like a good book. You can read it all, put it down…
    and one day you pick it up and start over again, with new feelings & interest…
    .-= Faythe´s last blog ..Are you wearing green??? and other symbols =-.

  4. Lauralee Hensley says:

    I think it’s okay to take long breaks if you want to, it’s yours and it’s on no time table but yours.

  5. Doreen R says:

    Thanks for sharing. It was deep and it was real and it was you.